Life's Illusions

Yesterday was my 5 month-iversary with my boyfriend. It was also the last day we’re gonna spend together for awhile. Anyway, we went to downtown disney to hang out for a few hours. First we went to build-a-bear to make our babies (: We made 2 twin bears and named them Abigail and Nathaniel; they’re beautiful! He made Nathaniel and gave him to me and I made Abigail and gave her to him. After, we took pictures and went to watch contagion. We were about to go to the big gazebo but there was a ‘fairytale wedding’, so we went to the smaller one. We exchanged gifts and hugged and kissed. He took a shoe box and made slots for every month of notes for the next year. He wrote me a month full of notes to read while he was gone. It’s actually pretty neat, he also printed out pictures of us and put it on a key chain for me. He got me a pencil and he gave me his giant sweater. I got him a decorated shoe box! Haha. Inside I wrote random words, phrases, conversations, pertaining to us. I also wrote him notes,  made a key chain, herseys kisses, twix, and a photo of me. It was nearing 2:30pm and I had to leave for a Key Club project. It was so depressing. We hugged for a long long time and I started crying on his shoulder. It’s hard knowing I can’t walk a few minutes to see him. It sucks how he won’t be picking me up after school anymore. I can’t hug him, hold his hand, or kiss him. No more wild, fun adventures with him for a while. 

I mooses you honey, I hope college is fun for you! (: 

Whenever you walk around my house, I can’t help but feel that you belong here” 

Some people say they can’t imagine life without their love, but isn’t just like life before them? 
Long distance relationships suck, but i’ll try my best because I really, really want this to last.  I’m not very good at it but i’ll try my best and I hope you do too.  Because honestly, I remember life before you and it wasn’t that great. Crushing on one boy to the next, being so gullible and foolish, and crying those nights I would think too much with no one to go to. 
Now that I have you I’m so much happier and everyday I have something to look forward to. I really enjoy your company, chats over the phone/aim, webcamming  late at night. (: I especially love when you agree to stay on the phone or webcam with me till I fall asleep or tell me a story/sing me a lullaby when I really can’t sleep. 
Done for now (:
Thanks for reading buh-bye <3 

WARNING: if you don’t want to read about my date, keep scrolling please and thanks (:  

I’m sorry if you guys are getting tired of reading about my dates D: But I want to put it somewhere before I forget about them. ):

Moving on…. 
So I got to go on a date at the happiest place on earth! Sorta, I went to downtown Disney to watch a movie, since my bf and I had free movie tickets we had to use before mine expired (x But anyway we watched Green Lantern, which was alright, not bad. Then we walked around and my bf was looking for this secret special place he wanted to take me but didn’t know where it was LOL. So he called one of his friends (Thanks ^__^) and he pointed us in the right direction. :D It was this really pretty gazebo by the hotels. There we ate Oreos and I had half a sandwich (: I painted his hand and stamped it and he did the same with me. [insert picture here] I don’t remember why but I ended up chasing him and he turned around, caught me and spun me around. Kehehe (: We sat on the edge of the gazebo so others could take pictures and we just talked for awhile. It was getting dark so he said we were going on an adventure, and he just ran so I chased him and we were just running aimlessly. There was another gazebo! Smaller, brighter, with a bench. We sat down for a little but continued to explore. We made our way back to the small gazebo and chilled until 9:30. The fireworks began and we moved to a better view. It was pretty amazing considering we see/hear it everyday. after that we walked around and went back to the big gazebo, danced[swayed] to a band a little bit away, then we[mostly him] sang along to I’m yours by Jason Mraz. It was time to go home): 
His mommy took me home and he immediately fell asleep ignoring me ): haha 
Well gotta go to my cousin’s birthday party! (: 
Back later to add the picture.